I'm tired of hurting people. Why do I hurt people? I try hard not to, but I do. What's my problem?
I got a message from my mom today about how I shut her and my dad out. She may be right, but I never did this on purpose. And she says that they have just accepted it. I don't blame her for telling me. If she feels this way, I can't blame her. But hearing this now is just really hard. I'm already hurting one person close to me. I feel bad about that and now knowing that I've hurt my parents in perhaps the same way, it's a bit much for me right now.
guilt --> self-loathing --> despair
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Published by speedracer4kq
on Friday, May 05, 2006 at 9:01 AM. I got a message from my mom today about how I shut her and my dad out. She may be right, but I never did this on purpose. And she says that they have just accepted it. I don't blame her for telling me. If she feels this way, I can't blame her. But hearing this now is just really hard. I'm already hurting one person close to me. I feel bad about that and now knowing that I've hurt my parents in perhaps the same way, it's a bit much for me right now.
guilt --> self-loathing --> despair
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